Moments with Meryl
by Meryl Langley

One or two people, I’ve heard, have benefited and are beginning to have "moments" with themselves and can testify to the positive difference. Satan says "yeah it works for them, it doesn’t for you and THEY learned it from YOU. How does that make you feel?" First of all I thought, "Well, if others are helped (and I’m not) in the Christ life, what I KNOW (spirit) works "great!" Of course that wasn’t the real temptation. Do you see it? Not the deed, but the doer; not the what, but the who. Again and again it comes. Again and again I will affirm no just THEM no just ME. I am

Christ in my form, others are Christ in their forms. Not only that, the faith life of the Son of God in me DOES work. I prove it. If not I would not even be here now. Glory!"

As you must see, I have not been consistent but hot and cold, knocked down, up again, confused. Life has been unmanageable. Eventually in it all I’ve seen the disguise (Satan masquerading as me) and bottom lined it. Yet again, it comes down to seeing past the external behavior and believing, believing, and saying who I really am-just like

Jesus in the wilderness. This is it every single time. I possess the Pearl of Greatest Price-today I feel like it too! Even if I didn’t though the fact remains, I want to shout it from the roof tops. I can’t understand why EVERYBODY isn’t clamoring to know this themselves.